I’ve been told on a number of occasions [and even more often had it implied] that I spent my youth ‘wrong’. 

The things I was told then that I would regret the most, the things I get told now that I should regret, are the very things I enjoyed most and would like to have done more of if I hadn’t held onto the wrong people at the time…

I have a lot of jumbled up feelings on society’s ingraining and guilting to control affection and connection while humans as social beings thrive on these…but right now I’m sleepy, achey, and missing the more affectionate self I previously was…

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